collette a.

Open books, not legs. Blow minds, not guys.

I think when I go to Japan in June, I’m going to have an extremely hard time coming back to America. I really, really believe that I’m destined to live there. I mean, come on! It’s got my name written all over it.

fuckyeahadamhughes:

Mermaid Drawing
And if you guys didn’t know (as I didn’t even though it’s been almost 2 months)
Adam Hughes website got a makeover and everything and I think that’s great since the site had seem to be neglected for such a while.
(His DVD is also up for sale where he shows you the process of the mermaid drawing)

Obsessed

fuckyeahadamhughes:

Mermaid Drawing

And if you guys didn’t know (as I didn’t even though it’s been almost 2 months)

Adam Hughes website got a makeover and everything and I think that’s great since the site had seem to be neglected for such a while.

(His DVD is also up for sale where he shows you the process of the mermaid drawing)

Obsessed

Another worldly experience

If you ever get the chance, (and I mean anyone who ever reads this), just lay down for a moment and stare at the night sky. Just stare at it. If you can’t focus, then breathe deep and stare at the brightest star. Your breathing will get deeper and deeper and your thought process and stresses will become simple and insignificant. Any instrumental music in the background is highly recommended such as BVDUB.

It’s amazing how calming life can be. Closing your eyes and idealizing a world seems so easy. My world had rocky cliffs protecting the most beautiful lush green valleys. The stars were plenty and never-ending, pressed against the mysterious dark sky. I wasn’t walking or driving.. I was flying. I was experiencing the ultimate fantasy. It was my world.

Crisis.

Sometimes the world opens his hands and presents you with nothing but problems. People get mad at you, people hurt you, people leave your life, people tear you apart, and when all of this happens at once, you don’t feel so big anymore. You feel miniscule and helpless and it’s impossible not to break down or flip out over every little thing. Smiles are non-existent and your chest feels like you swallowed about 84 rocks. You lose trust in every friend you have and you don’t know who to turn to because sometimes only having yourself isn’t enough. It’s hard knowing that within the period of a month, you’ve completely changed into an unrecognizable human being. Friendships that should never fail, do, and sometimes you can only wonder if you’re the one to blame. It’s a hard life, and being young isn’t all that easy. Every step, every breath, every day just gets harder, and it feels like it never ends. This is my way of telling myself that it gets better. No one can destroy the motivation and desires and determination and inspiration that I wake up with every single fucking day. When things go to hell, it’s time to leave. It’s time for something new. One day, I’ll be looking at every single person that has ever fucked me over or made me feel insignificant and I’ll smile because I’ll have made it.